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once you looese somebody its never the same person who comes back



Well he, he always was a lost soul. Even among us he was always a lost guy. i once asked him why, the reason and he replied "like hell i know". time had taught me not to mess with his temper and i left the topic there. he lights up a cigeratte.
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more than a  year ago he had gone to some hike where he met a lost soul not unlike him.  they got along quie well for someone who just had just met. the girl Rusa had the same emptyness inside her. now why they had that emptyness inside them is totally another topic so i wont go there, the fact that they had that emptyness is all that matters here.   a month pased ahd their friendship only grew. a few months passed and it only grew. they had become close, very close. in fact so close that people mistook them for a couple. a few hugs anda few laughs. thats all they needed. they werent alone of course they had a third friend, Riza and a sister aasha. he had a soft side for aasha and riza. hr liked them both. it was  a nice group.
everything has an end, this too had to end. some issues of anger on his side some issues of mistrust on her side, some insecurity on his side, some inorance on her side. he had always made her the first priority, maybe  he wasnt her first prority, there was no one to blame. one small mistake and their friendship fell. he forgot his anger supressing pill and their friendship fell. a year and a half in the making and a few moments in  the breaking of what had become almost epic tale of friendship. he foul mouthed her, she ignored him.
he never wanted to leave her but with his growing issues and her growing ever more distant he chose solitude. a year passed in this way. they were in the same club so they had to face each other. what did they do? they ignored each other-point blank- of course but they  had to face each other some day. it hurts actually a lot ;being ignored point blank, but they  did it anyway.
Then disaster struck. Earthquake all over the country. he forgot the distance and called her up. maybe she too had forgotten the distance.  what he wanted was the same her before  all the issues. a lot can happen in a year. she was i guess somehow thankful that he hadn’t forgotten her but she sill hadnt forgotten how they got separated in the first place- his bad mouthing her. they got together but it wasnt the same, it will never be the same or so it seems
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he finishes his cigeratte one last puff, his cell phone rings-RUSA CALLING. he throws his cigerate and rushes. maybe she still is his top priority after all....

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